Category Archives: Panic Attacks

Lazy Eye (2016)

From IMBD:

When Dean, a graphic designer in Los Angeles, notices a sudden change in his vision, an ex-love from 15 years earlier contacts him unexpectedly in hopes of rekindling their relationship. When the two meet at a vacation house in the desert near Joshua Tree, secrets are revealed and passions rekindled that threaten to upend both of their lives. Forty-eight hours later, neither will ever be the same.

From Amazon Prime:

Passions reignite & hidden secrets revealed when a graphic designer in Los Angeles reconnects with an ex-lover he hasn’t seen or heard from in 15 years. Over the course of a weekend at a vacation house in the desert, they must determine whether or not they have a future together. Written and directed by Emmy, Gotham, GLAAD and Independent Spirit Award Nominee Tim Kirkman.

From Amazon Prime you can stream this 1 hour 27 minute complete film.

Basically the film uses the talking heads technique. Unless that talking is interesting such films can be dull. But there is something real and intense about the conversation between Dean and Alex. Between the mundane topics, now and then brutal honesty pops up.

So many films offer the same tired cliché: A meets B, they fall in love and have sex, difficulties arise and are solved, happy ending. This film is different but I offer no spoilers.  But the film is a testament to courageous choices.

Not bad.

Steel (2015)

From Amazon Prime:

Strong emotions – fear and panic, self-search and isolation, love and sex, self-denial and self-discovery – a ride on an emotional roller coaster while trying to find one’s way into life.

From Amazon Prime you can stream this 1 hour 47 minute film.

“Steel” is the story of a gay man Daniel who is a successful, seemingly self-confident TV interviewer but who increasingly is beset with serious panic attacks. Eventually these panic attacks become so overpowering that Daniel abandons his job (in the middle of a live TV interview with a criminal) and becomes a recluse who is even afraid to go outside and shop for food.  Along the way Daniel seems to be stalked by another very young gay man Alexander who boldly forces his way into Daniel’s troubled life.  How Alexander helps Daniel is most of the plot.

WARNING: Gay sexual activity is explicitly filmed. In addition there is much nudity.  Forget safe sex entirely.

Probably the end of this well-acted film will shock you into asking yourself “Could that be?”